Private

2008-08-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

break my heart apart, i cried.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
Haahs, yesterday went to school. Bring a lot present for teachers (: Then early reach school jiu give a few presents to teachers, then we have to go to the neighborhood walk walk.. the "traffic Jam" was so so so so bad. haahs, but then awhile later then we reached school. Then have a break for 15 minutes. But me, yan ling & Jindee went to find Mr lim, then i pass the present to him. Good right? I know I know. >(Bhb). Then got concert, it's Nice, But still yan ling Gan-kor & Jie sing derhs nicest. Nothing else. Then wtf? They say 10.30 let us go, go take report book then the time was 11.15+
Then i quickly chiong go find teacher then pass the present to them then quickly left school. Then i go Anderson liaos. (: so happy, see a lot of people that i wish to see. haahs, then later see all the teachers then jiu go out side school walk walk, Omgosh, i saw Gerald (: haahs, the best thing i can wish for! haahs, then later around 2 o clock go back APS then meet Mr Anuar he let us go in school. haahs. then walk walk, saw Eugene! Then talk lurhs, haahs eugen pour the shiny shiny thing on tracey hair! without her notice, then kept laughing. log on to Friendster check check. Then later around 3++ then left school. Eugene also go home so walk till rose wood, then i went home daddy allow me to use the computer liaos (: so so so happy! Then lehs i on com liaos what else can i do? Play games lurhs. Audition! Then i go play till 11 plus then go sleep, now online here posting then i think finish post i go play audition again.

End here (:
I'm Gods' child.

300808(:
1153am

2008-08-24T02:43:00.000-07:00

Wind the past into time, i Beg.

Today, 240808: Olympic closing.
240808: Nestor's Birthday.

Happy Birthday Nestor (:

Haahs today went to aunt house see people, nothing much to do like usual watch Olympic (: wahhs US won GOLD for Basketball (: happy, I bet on it. US vs Spain :D, dad bet on spain! LOLS i won haahs dad's bias. Everything also Spain correct, Us Wrong wtf? US was right ok? haahs, whatever the truth is shown US won!
1ST : United state,
2ND : Spain,
3RD : Argentina.
Then because nothing to do, so bored i eat a lot kayes? i ate "TIME OUT" wtf? I'm going to gain a lot a lot. Sad I'm going to *CRY* ! Then later right don't know bro and uncle jump here and there, they playing on 2 com 1 laptop? like bro use desktop, nestor use desktop, uncle use laptop. haahs, i watch tv. Slack sia, Happt though i read finish one story book liaos, fast horhs? haahs. Time past so so so faat, 5.20 jiu leave. reach home just just now at 5.40pm. haahs then straight use com, i haven't done audition license. sad, scared fail. D:

Today i went to the church, I prayed, for me cousin & bro but also baby. Baby, i wish everything was fine, you're doing good i see. Leaving the past behind was much of a right choice, But i never been able to do so, everything made me weaker each day, looking back at the things that i done, i was trying to be someone. Trying real hard, but i failed, i lose. Lost everything because you brought me everything that i need now looking back compared to the present there's nothing similar. Life's much happier with you. I pray everything i could thought of, praying hard for you. Just wanting you to be safe and happy forever now was all i wish for need for sacrifice for. But i promise that one day if you wish to turn back and take me back into your arms, I'll be there waiting if one day you ever fall I'll be there to be your solid ground. Nothings going to bring me apart from what I'm going to do, How much any body do or say would not matter, Because your all i think of.

ENDING WITH LOVE
FELIZ CHAN(:

240808
0611pm.

2008-08-23T05:45:00.000-07:00

Take me away,

Today went to bugis, Zi qing, Jindee, Yan ling, Doreen & Yan ling's Gan-Kor. Not much, bought a Boyfriend "Tee" lols, $10! Today spend : $18 haaahs so save right? Haaahs, then reach there walk walk walk... Then buy buy see see. Jiu Go out of bugis street, then go bugis junction. Then me Yan ling & her Gan-Kor go arcade play daytona, haahs fun.. Zi qing Doreen & Jindee go walk circle circle at don't know where, No idea too. Ask them if you're curios >.- . Then i say my friend lurhs but never call. Then i saw him at arcade, Don't know he saw me boh.. haiis I saw him hor first thing want to do is cry, But then i control it. Pro horhs? But eyes was watery.. try to forget, concentrate on game feliz chan! haaaaaahs, then we jiu meet the three sexy but then they don't want eat, so me yan ling & her Gan-Kor go eat. But lehs that three sexy call me say they want go home.. Haiis whatever, they're free. It's their life, We're not angry (: Then lehs jiu go food court eat.. Me and yan ling eat pasta the chili so much.. haiis not because hot i was like having flu.. aiyo's then her Gan-Kor eat Chicken rice if i not wrong. The he say alot thing that make me unable to eat, lols. He say what eat then got left over next time when you die go hell all the left over will be piled up for you to eat, then i eat lorhs left the sauce, then he say to yan ling you remember your parents say "must have clean plates after eating, if not will have pimple." then later i say don't care lahs pimple pimple lorhs. Then he say nevermind he drink his soup then pour in my plate say help me wash off. like lols? Haaahs, wash off. then laugh like siao then talk talk talk.. then 4.00 jiu leave bugis. Reach CWP at 4.50 late fer tuition, haahs, who cares when theres fun? give bro my time zone card then off for tuition. Then reach home 7+ 8. Cause i go walk walk.. haahs, then go eat dinner.. Now here posting~

Ending with love (:
Feliz Chan

230808
0911pm

2008-08-22T09:05:00.000-07:00

Face the truth,

Now it's a very short post i can say, I'm gods' child. I don't pin high hopes on anyhting. Friends out there, i won't get angry with anything, I'm having fun with life, but also life's short, why get angry, upset or anything which rack your life? Life's short, cherish it. This post is important, I'm going to explain who i am and what i live for, so if anything you don't understand about me you'll know it soon enough : I think life's short, so cherish it. I think I'm god child because i know he loves me. I never make myself explode anger because i know its not worth it, i make myself a fool if i did. I never make myself anger nor upset because it's makes me very disappointed in life. I will sacrifice if it's worth it. nothings got to make me cry unless it's really sad, I'm kind though. i don't think life's a waste, i don't think life's miserable. I imagine life my own way. I do have dream and imagination but thats not what really matters. Because what really matters is reality, face up to it. I don't hate my enemy, because by loving them you love yourself. I face the truth, whenever it's needed. I look up to positive then to negative. Why Negative? when you have positive? So believe in myself is the most important to me. My greatest enemy is me. So i face it and battle it, so i could win myself. I don't show anger to anyone, unless if that somthing is going to hurt someone. My sacrifices are to be made. I'm rather calm i think about consequences, But when i'm crazy i'll rebel. I'm not scared of consequences, because it's fun and nothings going to stop me for FUN!
Imagine who i am and what i am, i'm not the girly, i'm the lovely [x

ending with love,
feliz chan

230808
1219am (:

2008-08-22T04:09:00.000-07:00

I'll wait, I'll never give up!

:Sean,
Hey, I'm gods' child. I'm not giving up till ever, i promise you I'll wait, because i always believe, if god bring me to it, He'll bring me through it. I love god, like he love me. I love you like you never did. But still this love bonds between, i love you and always. Times got to bring the truth back, My love for you stays, ever and ever. Maybe we ended long before, but my loves increasing for you as each day passes by.

Friends

Everything is changing, You change she change. Everyone's change. Hey friends ain't to be split up? One more thing, Why can't everyone be united and never go separate ways, whats this i want alot friends to gather everytime, but what dam is it? you guys have to walk own ways? Look at me thanks, i want to say if i offend one of you friend but i got to say we stay and then right don't just walk back on me tell me that you're leaving or somthing don't walk away like last time like as if we weren't even there.

Won't want to post anymore, i'll end here then, Baby, I miss you. I'll wait no matter what it takes,

Ending with love.
Feliz chan (:

220808
0807pm,

2008-08-17T02:46:00.001-07:00

Made to be forgotten.

This is my final goodbye to you, my love. Baby
170808; 0509pm

You're really somebody

2008-08-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

You're really somebody

SEAN
Baby, I once said i love you, i once said i need you, i once said that you're my everything. But, did you understand something? I weren't lying for some reason because it was you
hey, i did not lie for some reason, did you know whats the reason? Because you made me sense security, love & passion. i always believe loves nothing & it's not going to hurt me past present nor future. But i think i was wrong. For you made me feel wrong. You're
somebody really great, Great in the inside & in the outside. I believe now you have changed a lot. Drastic changes you have made was just to protect your outside. But now i think of something which i have no chance to say it once. Baby, did you know the times we spend together i remember every of it, not like the others i don't remember any. Now what i got to say was, The time i needed you, you were there, but i took that for granted and did not say or did anything to express my appreciation. Now, when ever i see two couple kissing, it makes me think of you the time we shared those feeling i just do it but did you know now when i think of it, it reminds me of how deep that love was. Baby, on our 32kiss that's the last. But did you know the kiss got deeper harder when time pass. but the thing is now you have changed to protect yourself, so did i want to protect myself. I think I'm not everything to you after all. But this is what i want to say : if you think you're better off yourself i just pray that it was the right decision of yours. If you fall and break your knees I'll just go down my knees & pray. If one day, really one day, you start crashing down and that's when you're going to find me I'll still be there not going to pray anymore but there to help. Baby, you're all i ever needed for now later & ever. I'll got this little words you think it is for you, I wrote this perfectly for you. You and only you, because the reason is i truly love you.

your voice's the soundtrack of my summer,

Baby, i still don't find my life regretful though, but just some words to make you feel that i am alright? : I think about tomorrow, which slips away.
I talk about forever but we only got today
I look between the lines, read between the words for
everything is left unsaid and unheard.

Here's for JINDEE CHENG SI JIA
YOs Bitch!
Here's something "GREAT" for you!

Jindee don't ever think i wanted you as friend, not past, present nor future! One simple reason you just fucking have some other dam brainless peas in you. Not trying to be rude nor offensive, just stating what & how i feel now and then. Hey girl, i wish you weren't in my life, i wish you were dead, dead, dead! I'm not being evil or anything It's just i want that to be. I don't need you as my friend! So Do I even need you as one! You're someone i should say SO NOBODY! not what lash, betray friend is what i hate in people . And you know one little thing i hate about you is you SUPER ACT CUTE! Lmao. you want act cute si boh? see you cute first nor! mai every minute dou zai act cute, Hey anyway people we know does not need you you to know, peoples problem can don't pock nose in not. People dai ji people own self settle, don't need you extra come here show how much you pity us, Fuck off thanks, i don't need that, hypocrites is you aren't i right? Hey nose long don't need put into peoples problem. Not everything i know have you also need that don't make you popular nor famous, because to me that makes you fall down hill know why? Cause you put your face under the world, your just a something which do not have a character! Understand? How much friends you pull always from me i believe I'll still be me as happy as ever, because your just somebody crapping in front of me or others like wtf? Eric this few days seems to get closer to you? show off? i don't need that keep it too yourself you know why i think Me & Eric ARE MUCH MUCH CLOSER (: he lives just opposite me! Who's much closer? ME duh so stop your Craps & get yourself to clear the dam you gave me .

HUI SHIN

Yos Girl!

Stay Happy girl girl! i'm just a phone call away, call me & the next moment I'll be there for you like always ((((:

Zi Qing

Yos Cutie!

Don't learn naughty hor hor hor! i love you loads loads ! Don't go learn bad bad then turn into ah liiians ((((: haahs, (: girl i believe your truly somebody! i love you { DOREEN LOVES YOU MORE }

Shermen

Yos Senior!

Stay Happy forever (: Don't try because you MUST! & one more thing You can do it the (: i thought nothing was impossible!

End here (:
with love (:

Done: feliz chan(:

1055pm
100808 (:

2008-08-12T23:34:00.000-07:00

Maybe, i'm addicted to my own control

today?
wtf?
was NOT a nice day!
history test was like BULLSHIT!
i hit the bullseye !
If i'm going to fail that paper,
it's my fault,
for not memorizing the chapter!
haiis
then Mr mark was not in school?
maybe?
relief teacher came,
then was like ?
YAY?!?!?
haahs.
then later was revising maths.
i forgotten to bring maths text & notebook
how to revise?
aiyoyoyo!
then
1 period over!
Mr foo come in class then learn science
lols!
then give us notes.
then zhan hong ask!
Mr foo this going to be tested mahs?
then Mr foo was like!?!?
huh?
i just teach you think the test will come out this kind of question?
LOL!
zhan hong, you're a human with BRAIN! not Peanut BRAIN!
No offence*
if you think i'm wrong,
then sorry,
but thats true heehs?
lols
lollipop!
wakka
then maths test
1230-0130!
like wtf?
1hour!
then test paper came!!
wth!
how am i going to past this paper
i never revise seh!
haais
then try to do lurhs.
then do finish then times up!
wahaha
difficult~
then i jiu hack care,
pass up liaos what can i do?
wait for paper lurhs
then Mdm Amutha say : CLASS ANNOUNCEMENT!
Tomorrow don't need brong text book!
tomorrow need go through test papers!
LIKE WTH! i don't want, scared fail!

then yeah before recess was..
Home economics!
have test!
argh
so difficult!
i don't like HE test!
then pass up paper..
wait for results lurhs..
then after maths test,
i think was shermen?
walk pass the class then i was talking to jindee?
then he knock the window.
like?
wtf
who knock my window?
felt like screaming because E2 people liek to knock peoples window & door.
then after that jiu saw shermen..
like ohhhs
ok fine.
haahas
if was E2 i comnfirm scream at themm.
they knock fer no reason the lurhs!

yesterday went for guitar lesson!
heehs
but lEhs have to say!
i took pictures,
but i don't post here.
i post at my open blog.
whaha.
if want the url ask me lurhs ;;;
learn how to play the song oh Macdonald's?!
haahs
fun though.
BYES

ending with love

130808!
0253pm.

BYES :D

Feliz Chan!

2008-08-04T04:03:00.001-07:00

the day you went away - m2m

2008-08-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

baby ,i can control my tears, laughter, emotion. But not my love for you.

{To my baby, (:}
I love my moon, I love my sun...
And I'll prove to you you're my only one...
I love my clouds, I love my stars...
But you were just a boy that I knew from mars...

I love my air, I love my light...
And boy you're the only one I think about every night...
I love my fruit, I love my tree...
Hope my love for you, you'll see...

I love my bird, I love my fish...
But my love for you I can't unleash...
I love my ground, I love my rain...
Every word from you makes me insane...

I love my music, I love my melody...
And you're the only one who drives me crazy...
I love my sand, I love my water...
Just to be with you, I'll wait forever...

{To someone who hurt me once.}
I've spent my time, wasting away,
Worrying, crying night and day.
I loved you like i love my mom,
But now i see that that was wrong.

You hurt me in more ways that one,
And i thought that we were done.
But i went back to you, and took you in,
And the pain you inflicted should be a sin.

I was blind to your smile, your blue eyes,
And the warming touch was a disguise.
For everything you truly are,
But now I've gotten in too far.

A friend that i thought betrayed me,
really opened, helped me see.
How much you mean by, "I love you,"
well, guess what baby, "I love you too."

Since you lie whenever you speak,
I can lie without feeling weak.
So when i say i really love you,
i really mean, i f ucking hate you.

and I'm done wasting my time away,
wishing you were here, everyday.
this is my final goodbye,
and i really hope you ask me why.

that way i can yell in your face,
like you did to me, you're such a disgrace.
and i really hope you rot in hell,
cause you're the devil's reject, and I'm gonna rebel...

-Start about today (:-

woke up,
BY MY DAD!
i slept at 1.30 am & woke up at 9.00?
wtf?
i want to sleep!
it's SATURDAY you know?
i wanna sleep!
he smack my bolster to wake me up!
like wtf?
you want smack smack me lah!
smack my bolster!
my bolster lehs! my third lao gong siol!
haahs

then i jiu wake up..
then i go for breakfast.
then eat finish liiaos
then go home.
i online msn
then chat with hui shin, doreen & baby!
heehs,
then awhile later,
baby, got to go le
because he want go do things.
haiis
then i jiu say BYE BYE lurhs.
then i jiu talk to hui shin,
doreen also go out.
heeehs.
then i jiu talk talk.
then after that i go do homework.
then after homework
i play audi
audi lao gong never online.
sad
then i jiu play awhile off diiao

(tmr then post)

2008-08-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

open my heart, with that key

today was ok-ok.
haahs.
class was ok,
waste alot of time.
lols.
then science lesson watch the short video clip.
then cause we won the rational harmony prize,
then each person got a PEN! for the prize, =.=
but thats not what matter most,
it's the united* between races.
yeah?
(:
then P.E
was super fun (:
run around the field a few times,
then do jumping-jack
(:
i love jumping-jack
then later play soccer,
fun siol,
we play for 30mins
score was : 1 to 0!
lols
we won!
heehs.!
then later recess time,
Mr Raja take height & weight!
lols?
scary siol!
i hate height & weight,
but seems that i am kinda happy after all!
i grew by 2cm!
that makes me 168cm (:
heehs.
2cm more to my target (:
then after recess was maths,
go com lab!
heehs,
do the maths until like siao siao.
then Chinese lesson!
got no homework at first,
then we need do voting see if want do zuo wen anot,
then i vote to have (:
heehs!
then the vote was 9/16
haahs!
we won (:
there's homework for weekend.
then jiu GAME OVER!
12.30 bell ring!
heehs so happy,
stay in school chat chat,
with Doreen also (:
then jiu 2.00
then go change to uniform (:
heehs!
then i jiu go com comb hair =.=
then 2.30 talk outside syfc room!
see alot familiar faces,
from the uniform group
of course lahs! all my class mates.
ok fine, i'm being lame here ...
then actually can go and fly plane,
but senior was unable to start the plane early ..
then we cannot fly ..
haiis,
then after go back to the syfc room
we all secondary 1 do drilling..
haahs,
then was fun!
after drill go home..
then teach my cousin do homework (:
first time so kind teach cousin do homework.
then i jiu use his house com use msn lurhs
then i jiu go home at 9++
lols.
then later i jiu play audi!
meet my laogong (:
CLEMENT!
(no offence hor baby, he's just my audi lao gong (: )

then till 11.30
then i jiu come here post. (:

so i end my posr here,
byes.

Feliz Chan
Sweet_Misery ♥

-0208008 (:

2008-07-31T01:58:00.000-07:00

Even if i really love you!

Gerald Ng(:

heehs,
those who know him!
i have to say till today!
i love him alright?

i'll tell you & him,
just one cut (:

one cut,
thats it, thats it. i told everyone.
one cut will make stress-ed free,

one cut i said,
thats all i know it takes.
one cut is such a huge mistake!

one cut i said, it won't hurt. I swear.
one slit on my left arm,

you watched me slit my arm,
one little cut, I'll be just fine.

but,
because of you,
one more cut continues to be a few more cuts i say.

this cuts, don't worry. they are just marks to remind me how many times you hurt me.

- today was so-so,
i skip tutorial then go home.
i using com..
now blogging zzz
but lehs i haven't done my homework.
today when i was walking home alone (:
yan ling & her friends were walking too,
but at the opposite,
i take no notice till she shout something
lols
then i knew.
then a marsiling guy walk pass her,
then she say something using mumbling tone.
she was oppsite the road.
how i know?
lols
then i thought was the guy she like.
lols
then was wandering,..
when did he became marsiling sec student?
lols
then i jiu J-Walk
then she say Gerald!
like omg.
Gerald !
i kneel down
like so shock-ed
i feel like crying!

):
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!
i love you!

you're the guy who i love,
when i can't have you no more.
i break down.
& you're the one i promise,
the one who can tear me down,
stop me,
and i love only.

i can't control anymore.
i have to say it.
I LOVE YOU!
i can't imagine,
it's already 9months since i see you everyday,
but,
i love you more now then in the past!
i love you.
you're the only guy i love.
boy, i love you & i miss you.

end here for now,

-I'm back.-

yoos!
Hui shin!
I'm not going off track!
I'll only fall to the deepest
if the one who put me into the test was Gerald.
Only he could let me feel hurt, pain, sad, cry & love-ed!

I've been doing lots of things in the free time just then
know what i do?
make a guess?
i did nothing!
like wtf?
i was chatting only..
siian diiao

i today skip tutorial is because i si bei pissed off
alright?
i hate COPYCATS
I'm you telling "cats"
i love "S"
alright
i know who write things with "s"
i won't care about it.
but when i first knew you "CATS"
you never have "S" on anything,
now you freaking loads have "S"
I'm telling you one fucking last time,
stop copying alright?
if you're gonna get me pissed off again!
you better watch out,
i rather not have a friend like you.
I'll put you into pain!
i promise you I'll make you cry in front of me!

;

then now here posting (:
heehs!
i'm rather ok-ok now.
not that pissed off but that does not mean I'm not pissed of!

end here then!

before so,
MDM KOH! i'm going to miss you!
i love you too,
even though it's not as much as i love him!
i still love you ! muarks [x
no offence!
haaahs!

Feliz Chan (:
Sweet_Misery ♥

2008-07-30T04:55:00.000-07:00

I feel that I'm losing you.

baby, You're mine!
anybody snatch him away from me,
imma gona dig your eyeballs out!
he's mine for now.
so ever touch him imma hate ya forever (:
no offence.
you won't like people to touch you er herm yeah?

wahh nice lurhs,
two days liaos
mrs long keep catching our hair
yesterday pull my hair some more,
i human lehs,
i got feeligns want lehs
i know you cher,
but don't need like that right?
haiis
then today i e good girl lahs,
clip my hair
like botak siol!
idc.
heeehs
today got geog movie!
very very interesting (:
i'm falling in love with geography?
lols!
whatever..
read finish one book in two day, 198pages..
zzz
so slow.
i know i know.
then done with what i wanna do,
i am here posting!
heehs.
wah biang,
i left my pencil case in school!!!
i don't know got lost anot.
if lost i die!
ERIC TAN CHUN HO's Pen is inside my pencil case
almah,
then today mjc sabo me siol!
he go & pour white sauce on me!
KNN lah
cknnbb!
lols (:
anyway, i smell-ed super smelly!

haahs i'll end here,
busy right at the moment!
heehs
sorry,

feliz chan (:
Sweet_Misery ♥

2008-07-28T05:24:00.000-07:00

you'll never be replaced by anybody!

i love you more than you'll ever know.

- today was fine fine,
(:
I'm feeling better after being sick that few days,
but still feel uneasy,
haaahs.
today first lesson was science!
heehs
i don't know lurhs,
i seem to like science a lot now!
today went to lab,
do assignment (:
at first got 59% over 100%
then i try another time got 84% over 100%
heehs
i try twice,
got people so kia su! try 6 times! trying to get 100%!
heehs.
but he got 95%
(:

GOOD LUCK !

today class end~ (i got no mood talk about class= later you'll know why!)

then stay back do a bit of homework~
heehs.
then jiu want go home,
dad call say want him to pick me up mahs
then i was like ehhs,
OK! lols.
i want walk home
but because loads homework haven't do..
then jiu call dad etch me home lorhs.
then i reach home i eat sushi!
lols
dad bought!
heehs
next time anybody i want?
i'm so willing to share (:
heehs,
then jiu go bath.
then come out online msn then do homework..
then after that 7.00 went out,
then 8.30++ come home!
then jiu come here post (:
I'm so bored!
lols.
now chatting with a few people,

then now studying for science too!
I'm multi-tasker?
lols

haiis

wish me GOOD LUCK FOR TMR SCIENCE CLASS TEST!

2008-07-27T03:11:00.000-07:00

my love for you might finally be over, i wish.

today was fine.
actually must go church!
i woke up at 8.30,
then after sleep back because i know my mum around 8.45 will wake me up
if she got go then i go,
because i don't like to go there by myself.
oh, anybody willing to go church with me a not.
my mum today don't want go then i also never go!
i miss church
i don't know why either
but it's alright right?
because no rules say that missing church is an offense right?
smiles.!
then later mum never want to go i sleep back.
but how is it possible?
i cannot sleep for more then 7 hours each day.
if not I'll be a stupid so tong for whole day if i sleep too much!
kidding,
i won't fall asleep
so i just rest on bed with eyes open.
don't know what to do.
so i went to the living room to watch television
but actually i was daydreaming,
i know, I'm a daydreamer sometimes.
so what?
you care?
fuck off!
i hate people who care about my life.
because i believe everyone wants a life of their own yeah?
so leave them alone
and give them the free space..
then daddy brought us out for breakfast,
oh my god! breakfast was super full!
i hate being full it makes me feel uneasy,
then like 1 hour later i feel better,
i told my mummy i could skip lunch till 9 pm don't need dinner too.
(:
then later went to "GIANT" !!
they go there buy things
i got nothing to do!?!
see if got people want sms?
then no have never mind.
i listen to song. (:
then Reach home!
finally, i quickly do homework..
then just finish thats why i am here posting (:
nice nice,

i super super bored now!
(:

later maybe going causeway point with mum!
i want to buy my baggie!
lols.
i got my $100 today, but it's one that stupid paper.
then must go bank !!
lols.
so stupid.
(:

- end with love -

Feliz chan!
Sweet_Misery ♥

2008-07-26T10:33:00.000-07:00

hold me tight if you love me, tell me i won't get hurt like i once did & I'm yours forever!

Will anyone replace him in my heart.
well i wonder,when i was dreaming about you baby, were you dreaming about me?
call me crazy, call me blank.
i am still suffering all this time,
I'm losing myself to someone,
i love you like i do,
i really do. so much i need to say.
i only sense the day you run away, i have so much to say
so sad but true.
the day you ran away.
i remember the time .
i know, i guess i really really know.
i only sense the day you ran away.
i lose my life to someone better, i know i really really do.
the day you ran away,
so sad but true. i miss you boy.

come on,
feliz live it on.
someone could replace him?
i doubt it.
i still miss you,
i still pray for you,
like i always say
when you need help i will be there,
too,
i will go down on my knees and pray.
all for you, i am willing.
everything for you i do, is worth the trouble,
i am dreaming about you boy,
after all i am the one suffering,
but i don't complain, for i know it's worth it.

ANYBODY, IF YOU LOVE ME TELL ME AND BRING MY HEART AWAY, FOR IT HURTS ME NOW;
I've bleed everything out,
love me tell me
bring me out of misery,
kiss my forehead,
tell me you love me.
hold me tight, give me security. tell me i won't get hurt like i once did.

2008-07-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

Boy, you're the only guy i really cried for.

Hey come on. Feliz Chan Ying Ling! Wake up! He won't be there for you anymore. You & I always knew the truth, separated for some reason.I tried to forget him. tried really hard, but whats the point. i knew where i stand, it a 100% love, something i know i won't forget.no matter what or how, there will be love for him in me. i can't stand pressure anymore. Leave me alone. I remember once before this "great" exam i told myself that i love you, & for you i pray : i told god, god bless him for i rather let him have the best for his exam & let me fail. For him i am willing to sacrifice, but i promise myself. This would be the last time i pray for you, tell god something i wish about you, pray for everything i could pray for you,your presence, your health, your study, your family, the way you act on that particular day. i thought about you before i thought about myself. But, Could i? i'm sorry, i broke my promise to god & to myself. that was not the last time i pray for him because i pray for him almost everyday. but what's the point? i prayed for you so hard, but do you know? No! you don't, you might even forget who i was. I love you, years & years, never fail, i pray. just for you. But maybe you have already erase me from your memories you life your heart.
yesterday, i pray & Pray. telling god this: God may you grant my wish, make me forget about him. make me feel no more for him. make me sleep into life without noticing his existence. But god, did he hear my prayers or not? Because, he did not grant my wish.
for so long & now what? i see you on the bus.250708it really kills. when i see you i today, i was happy, it's just how i feel. but also i felt like crying, Crying?!? you're the only guy i cried for. cried in h meaning with lots of tears, something which make me almost unable to breath. i too, almost got crazy for you, but hey BOY, i cannot stand the pain. if you knew i was in pain will you take me back with you? i doubt it, but even if you will, i won't be back in your arms even though i miss you so much. love you so much. want you so much.But the truth is i won't be able to go into your arms again. as everyday pass, I'm losing soul I'm losing faith. I'm losing my own self.
I'm not able to stand on two feet's on my own again, for i am not me anymore,
i won't be running back into your arms again for i am going to leave the life you're now having . Will you love me again, if you know that i am gone FOREVER,

feliz feliz

2008-07-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

Don't take my heart away with you, it hurts.

hey hey!
today was ok-ok in the morning
i was so sleepy ok?
don't know why lurhs..
but still got that little bit or energy to study .
haahs
but then lehs
first lesson was ENGLISH!?!
like omg?
mdm amutha test the short stories,
i got study ok?
first question she ask,
what job was he working as?
like omg! i forgotten
then tyco tyco she choose me to answer!
i forgotten the answer!?!?
how?
then stand up,
a lot people stand up,
a lot stand cos they never read the book :X
lols
then punishment was :
50 lines. i must remember to read my short stories,
lols.
then i last second question i answer her,
then don't need kana punish,
(:

then 14 people kana punish
including Jun Chuan.
psps arhs i never help you,
cos i also forgotten that wquestion answer
next time i PROMISE will help you derhs.
(:
then later was maths ):
like urhs..
Maths?
omgosh
not that i dislike maths,
is just that i hate maths
lols
jking.
i don't like ms ong.
she dam bad lurhs
she don't know how teach don't teach lurhs,
keep say we noisy?
you talk to soft lehs!
we cannot hear then jiu can't be bother-ed lurhs
our fault urhs
we will listen if you're strict!
plus i don't like to study with no homework ok?
give us 1 to 2 question for homework?
how PATHETIC!

then jiu recess.
recess drink tea lurhs.

then after recess
english test?
lols
heng not ballad sia
is animal story!
lucky lucky
idk how to write ballad (:
wakaka
then later i jiu start sick liiaos
bo mood lurhs!
then i almost sleep in science lesson
but was able to oull through it
beCAUSE i like science
haahs
but then last lesson
mother tongue !
lols?
20mins i tahan lurhs
then the next 40min i sleeping (:
hehe.
then i almost vomit so sick siia
then the jun chuan scared until.
but he still can joke
at least can make me laugh,
jason also (:
haah
then jindee join in..
then cher scold ..
then i go back to sleep
then class admin time,,
i sleep
sleep
sleep
very sick lurhs.
maybe i home sick?
lmao
i reach home see until my com jiu ok liiaos haah
actually should have weekly test today,
history..
but lehs,
i pon it,
i before cher see quick go home.
haahs
now at home lurhs,
tmr then re-take lurhs
i scared arhs?
lols.
!!!!
then i later then continue okie?
cos now still early nothing to write (:

back (:

i found this poem,
nice siol.

Love is unpredictable Love is uncontainable
Love is reliable Love is infallible

Love is right Love is wrong
Love is weak Love is strong

Love is good Love is pure
Love is real Love is sure

Love is jealous Love is pain
Love is lost Love is gained

Love is naked Love is raw
Love is everything Love is all

Love is here Love is there
Love is beautiful Love is fair

Love is great Love is shit
Love is demanding Love is it....

read it already?
nice heh?
lols.

nothing much still..
i am so excited for somthing thats got to happen,
but not something bad,
it's something good!
but it's not on others but on me haahs

yeaah~

early wishes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAH JUN CHUAN & JINDEE CHENG!

Jun Chuan : 260795(:
jindee : 250795(:

celebrating on : 260708 (:

2008-07-22T05:42:00.000-07:00

i will carve your name on my wrist using a penknife, till you get hurt.

-
i love simple plan (:
&& secondhand serenade,
don't still then away from me or i'll
pluck your teeth,
dig your eyes,
tie your ear!

this song is specially to be heard,
for it's my fav okie?
don't like don't hear.
okie?

don't copy me (:
for i hate copycats! :X
for real!

Grow Up - Simple Plan

This is who I am and this is what I like
GC, Sum and Blink and MXPX rockin� my room
If you�re lookin� for me I�ll be at the show
I can never find a better place to go
Until the day I die
I promise I won�t change
So you better give up

Chorus:
I don�t wanna be told to grow up
And I don�t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don�t wanna be told to grow up

* * *

* * *

> And I don�t wanna change
So you better give up
�Cause I�m not gonna change
I don�t wanna grow up

I�d like to stay up late, spend hours on the phone
Hanging out with all my friends and never being at home
I�m impolite and I make fun of everyone
I�m immature but I will stay this way forever
�Til the day I die
I promise I won�t change (change, change)
So you better give up

Chorus

I don�t wanna be told to grow up (grow up, grow up)
I don�t wanna be told to grow up (grow up, grow up)

I don�t wanna be told to grow up
And I don�t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don�t wanna be told to grow up
And I don�t wanna change
So you better give up
I don�t wanna be told to grow up
And I don�t wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don�t wanna be told to grow up
And I don�t wanna change
So you better give up
�Cause I�m not gonna change
I don�t wanna grow up
�Cause I�m not gonna change
I don�t wanna grow up

-Start!-

today siian diao.
so boring sia
got somthing bothering me.
but i just don't know what is it
i just can't stand it
just a sort of pain in my heart,
it pierce.
it hurts.
but then art that time i feeling better.
i don't know why sia
till now my passion is on art!
ARTs the only thing that could hold me down.
keep me company,
keep me happy,
keep me still,
keep me nice,
keep me comfortable,
keep me relax,
keep me peaceful
keep me away from trouble.

ARTS the love i ever had!

then after art music,
haah
the national day song was so-so
lols.
but the past few year song are much nicer,
but that does not mean that i say this year song was totally sucky!
but just that it's not as nice.
but still great (:

then after music,
then jiu see the class photos.
wahh candid was super lurhs!
jindee & osamah! super cute sia!

then after class admin,
we went for lunch,
then after lunch,
geog test,
difficult sia
if fail :X
i die,
sad sad.
the stupid my soh,
people got swimming then test is 30min
you say 45 then keep us till 45!
wtf?
we we're late for swimming you know?
you don't know
lols?
haahs

then later hurhs reach swimming pool
i got swimming exam..
lols
i taking silver?!?!
then later test siol

lucky still got going finish the swimming exam then leg cramp
jia lat sia,
first time swimming leg cramp!?
lols

then heng lurhs,
i pass!!

got silver take (:

smiles smiles

today early morning was dull,
later in the afternoon star was nice,
so that means life will get better, (:

time are all we need,
for answers to open our binded boxes.

i'm there for anyone,

Ending with love ♥

feliz chan
Sweetest Misery (:

before i end, (:
don't tell me you like thins song,
and go copy the lyrics okie?
because for some reason i know who hear to this and that song.
ok?
so if you're those copycats who love to copy others character
or things the love or hate,
or maybe like what people listen!

please please please FUCK OFF!
i'm being serious for i am pissed off by "this" people!

get it?
good?
if you don't
i'm telling you another time,
don't copy!
if your a COPYCAT please please please FUCK OFF MY BLOG & MY LIFE!

now once again get it?
if NO!

ask me what i mean on msn or ask me in life.
but i believe all of you know what i meant.
(:
thanks.

COPYCATS; MSG FOR YOU,
: FUCK FUCK FUCK OF MY BLOG & MY LIFE,
I'M SO PISSED OFF BY YOU GUYS!

2008-07-21T04:41:00.000-07:00

Show me what love is, be my guiding star

today was fun lurhs,
Racial Harmony Day (:

today got Science & Chinese lesson nia
then go for recess.
30mins as usual!
Bro got 90mins!
wtf?
so long sia.
we like shit like that 30 min
so not good!
so miserable!
argh.
whatever,
get back to topic..
then after recess
3hours "playing!"
lols
is actually having competition!
lols?
then
at the end of 1.20..
we done our thinggy then later
the judges come in see.
haah.
then we off the light!
then when greeted the judges
we seat down.
then Mr Foo
off the lights.
then later on th front lights.
then Eric tan start saying a short story about Singapore.
haaha
then the rest of the guys start doing actions,
to show about the harmony.
they practice quite alot,
for th girls.
we actually just build up the thinggy.
FUN MAN!

then later got two girls tell the judges,
what this patterns were meant for.
then the total thing was to say
: Malay, Indians, Chinese, Eurasians.
thats is equivalent to the word : M.I.C.E!
how interesting?

this tells us we are mice's & there for we work together!

then after school,
was raining.
wakaka,
then me yan ling & zi qing.
walk to woodgrove city.
bought chocolates & cup noodles
go my house eat..
play till around 5.30 or 6.00 then go home lurhs.
:D

yan ling play audition!
lols
bpm 109 the most..

choreography?!?!
i am like super long bo play choreo!
haahs

then finger got bit stiff.
but still ok if play 123 i still can do FM!
but noob lurhs lorhs.
this few weeks training beat up!
lols.

wah sia lah.
tomorrow in hall,
assembly comfirm comfirm very paiseh!
i go do th lu ying for chinese,
the Batam trip,
then cher go clip up my fringe!

super like BOTAK! lurhs
then whole lower sec gonna see it!

upper sec saw it today liaos

wah sia
pai seh pai seh!

haaah
today super fun.

tomorrow after school got swimming test (:

must pass lurhs.
to get my silver
i know i very noob in swimming,
haaah
but i try my best lahs.

wish i pass lorhs!
if not arhs i don't know when can get silver!
haah
wish myself all th BEST!

- ending with love ♥ -

feliz chan (:
Sweetest Misery (:

2008-07-15T06:38:00.000-07:00

wahh so bad lurhs!
i told you liao
i hate people meh
i just bue song then write
to cool me down!
lols
kor kor arhs, i won't hate people lurhs.
i only hate one person
but not from my school lurhs
from '---'
erh herm!
LOLS!
kor kor arhs
don't think too much hurh
stay happy forever alright?
mei mei forever there for you!
lols!
laughter?
HAAAH
was it real?
or was it to cover our pain?

anyway he left us liaos
don't think to much

Darren Ai Ai!
we love you,
never thought this would happen so soon.
we will never forget you!
you're the Greatest man ever hehe.
you can't be replace as the BEST!

DARREN R.I.P!

-Jindee Cheng!-
LOLS.
previous post not really scold you lurhs
is just cos that day right think of it angry then write it down.

they tell you about the post or you see it yourself i don't care.
but then just tell you ,
i angry only lurhs, nothing much.
but that does not mean i hate you.
i don't hate you liaos
i only hate "--------"
LOLS
nevermind..
zzz

x-

ALVIN KOR KOR !!
kai xin hao bu hao?
bu yao zhe yang zi mahs
mei mei hui sad derhs,

darren gone ler i so sad,
i know you also sad..
but then plus your sadness it makes me even sad.

i will keep you store up.
keep you accompanied.
together we'll drink to sleep.
to keep the pain away,
but promise me,
you'll get better.
please.
i don't wanna see you sad sad.
alot people i long no see,
on that day saw them again,
byt that once,
darren wasn't with us,
but i know he wish that we're happy.

x- feliz (:

ME ME ME MEME MEME ME ME ME M EM ME

2008-07-10T05:22:00.000-07:00

2008-07-10T04:26:00.000-07:00

wahh
wahh
wahh

so long no post liaos
no time.
haha
because school start lurhs.
about 2nd week lurh right?

homeworks are flooding me.
but still it's alright,
it gives me the right pressure that i needed .
not saying that i love homework,
just saying i need homeworks.
wakaka
have been playing audition and maple all this free time i have
nothing much yeah.
okie,
start from last friday,
went to lan play audi,
ok lurhs,
si bei noob (:
what do you expect from a lv 8
playing less then a few days kia?
lols
a noob of the noob.
haaah
then went for syfc,
before then
yan ling and me bought bubble tea
then she bought waffle too.
haah
then slowly walk back to school.
then meet up with hui shin, zi qing and jindee.
haah
then play play
then do hw..
lols.
then guai guai
2.30 reach syfc..
then mr lim say i thought you 2.45 come?
i say early what
then he say then you ask can 3.00
then reach for what?
ask for fun lols,
just wanna waste time.
haah

then syfc,
"12 months" never comes.
lols.
joking joking
then girl do plane,
boys play stimulator!
wakaka.

siva was super cute lurhs,
but then he also super bad haah
...

then saturday,
slack at home.
then play audi
then 4.00 went for tution,
4.30 start..
then tution till 4.30
meet hui shin, yan ling, zi qing.
went to my house,
bros' birthday.
:DD
sorry urhs never blog then never write something,
ending part i will say to you : HBD!
then was okie lurhs,
play awhile audi,
monn help eugene do the license,
lols.
then cos all nervous then fail 4 times.
lols
eugene was like so xim tia.
haah
then monn finally pass for eugene,
then on sunday skip church,
sorry urhs,
cos late sleep then cannot wake up..
then after that don't know go where lurhs,
oh yeah haah
STM
i went to Bugis Plaza & Bugis Street,
bought a tee-shirt and nothing lurhs,
went to Bugis plaza was wanting to buy crumpler,
but then don't have,
forget it,
went to noobies,
wahhh
i saw that little sling
cute lurhs
got black and white.
want to buy.
haah
next time go i comfirm buy,
$39.90 only-

nice sia
addiction to noobies,
idk sia i love the noobies item xD

haah

then monday holiday sia
siaan
sleep till dam late lurhs,
tired siol.
dam late sleep
then after that think about the time
i spend with with '--- --- ---' lols.
{don't wish to mention name.}
i miss him,
i love him,
but i got to forget him,
for times pass,
it hurts.
time heals the wound?
it lets it go deeper.

then play audi,
then continue homework..
then after that jiu night time sia
mei you sleep lurhs.
till morning go bath..
then go school
same everyday..
but then mum and dad three days in a row,
including today come school find me
i naughty hor?
lols.
no lurhs
bu shi gu yi derh.
i keep forgetting this and that..
sad sia.
psps..

then today keep raining,
siian..
then afternoon when to meet 'him'
again..
then we argue 'something'
then i was like so heart broken lurhs
you break with me still say me till
like i break with you like that,

then si bei xim tia.
immediately i ran off.
call alvin kor,

then he meet me lurhs
he an wei wo
THANKS ALVIN KOR xie xie ni
your light kiss on forhead,
nice feeling..
but then i sense a moment of protection
but not a one thats forever,
{NOT TO HURT YOU, JUST STATING THE FACT!}{BUT I LOVE YOU} {ALVIN KOR WAN SUI!}
i can not take it,
'--- --- ---' you're the one which give me the full time sense of security,
after you left i felt that this world was left nothing for me to live for.
alvin thks,
i know you try to protect my heart from being hurt once again,
but i was too stupid,
i got heart broken once again.
but still i love you alvin kor.
helping me all this while,
lending me your shoulder to cry on.
even though it should be his job.
i really thank you.

i will never forget you,
i love you !
haah

oh yeah
that three days never still
like siao lurhs
today si Bei tired,

i today no mood also lorhs,
i found out something
that i have been digging out my mind so long.

i used to like Eric ..
fuck lurhs,
so what.
{stating fact nia, nothing to deny}

but then because jindee like him
i go through all to forget him
slit, cry, emotional.
all sorts and finally his out of my mind ..
then okie lurhs now is my heart stuck out with "--- --- ---"

then now you giving me the dam.
you like someone else
what the hell ass you want from me.
i don't even know sia
i don't know if i hate you not.
but i know somewhere is not right with you.
you like omg.
put me in paiin then see song song,
now like another guy,
feel like killing the fuck off you.

idk you sia
like to see me in pain si bo
LJP!

don't give me the fuck out of you can anot?

i don't care you smart or pretty or what so ever shit.
don't give me that Fuck out of you.

Happy Birthday MONN!!{5th july!}

wash away the love, take away the pain

be mine again, and bring the sky to me alright?

nice de lorhs. my favorite chinese song!

2008-07-05T10:02:00.000-07:00

男人女人 Nan Ren Nv Ren - 阿穆隆许茹芸 Valen Hsu Ru Yun -

MEME

2008-06-30T03:42:00.000-07:00

name:Sweet_addiction
changing to: sweet_girlx3{maybe nia!}
me lurhs,
wakaka
second week nia,
total day time play worhs only
about 4days playing bahs.
lv 7 nia
sad horhs!
spend 30 @-cash
lurhs worhs.

smiles always!
everybody be happy!

2008-06-23T03:00:00.000-07:00

Your Inner Gender is Male

You are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant.

You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness.

You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men.

No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside.

What's Your Inner Gender?

LOLS. Boy In The Inside? wakakaka.

You Date Like a Woman

According to studies on dating, you date like a woman.

You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling.

A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you.

And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off.

You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky.

You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit.

Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?

ok course i know what i want.
everyone does?
lols.
but then one thing.
what's commitment?
Bull Shit,

Break Up? Are You Kidding?

You're relationship is top notch, period!

Why are you even taking this quiz? :-)

Maybe you know you've got a good thing going

Or maybe you're a little shaky from a fight

Either way, stick with this guy!

Should You Break Up With Him?

lols?
you serious?
not break up?
ohhh.
alright i'll try to get over the fear,
of that Stupid Fight and Quarrel.
lol.

Your Risk Taking Level: Medium

What's life without a few risks?

You're willing to be daring when the time is right.

You know that there's no reward in life without risk.

You just always make sure that you look before you leap.

Are You a Risk Taker?

what's there not to risk?
for some fun,
Yeah Of course,
fun, i'll risk anything.

i wanna do some rafting, lols.
scuba diving?
GREAT,

siann

2008-06-18T03:39:00.000-07:00

Lols
holiday going to over liaos sia.
Homework haven finish,
sian
going chiong it tomorrow ><
Lols.
always do last minute work
lols.
today got maths drill..
lols.
so long sia
the paper we do right at the end of the day comeback
one stack sia
we like robot do work
LOLS.

MATHS SOMEMORE!
PS Lah, I Don't Like maths
lols.

different people,
different opinion
lols.

so many people like maths sia
zzz

maths make me sleep.
then at first

maths that time..
do do do
then break time
go KFC
lols

then a lot people
haha
DUH~

then finish liaos
yan ling ask her friend help buy burger
for mdm koh.
haha
then we wait ...
then later right
because a lot ppl what
like i mention before~

then ok liaos
burger reach liaos
lols
we late 15mins
(:

but got excuse
so later reach class
quick quick do homework.

then 2.00 begin test
zzz
anyhow do sia
got 6/15
LOL.

then who knows need re-take
=.=
waste time sia.
then re-take lorhs
got 14/15
zzz
cannot get full.
lols.
then quickly leave class liaos

haha

then jiu go down walk walk

then later saw Mr Lim (:
talk to him
LOL.
YAY!
Got Another course in December
for SYFC!!
HAha Si Bei Happy!

fun lorhs those course.
(:

then later at the don't know what place seat down
then see teenage
haha
lols.

then jiu talk talk play play.
then do nothing else lols.
waste time lahs
zzz
then later 5.15 walk home with hui shin & yan ling.
haha
then i drink GREEN TEA (:
they drink bubble tea.
lols
all tea lahs
lols.
then walk walk walk..
reach home liaos
lols
now here posting lorhs.
sad sia holiday going finish liao
cannot sleep late, wake up even later liaos ):
lols

no more Euro Cup for me LOLS!

school start,
homework duo duo
lols.
sian
then no time for games

but at least have SYFC (:

DEVOTED TO SYFC.

DIE LIAOS!!!
lols

end of post, nothing to say sia
even holiday so long~
lols

byes,

love,
fEliz(:
`thsilent
`Sweet Misery

2008-06-11T09:53:00.001-07:00

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are 20% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world.

And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

How Girly Are You?

like are you sure?
lols
i am so boyish?
rather so,
lols
i can't be bother-ed

i love being that way(:

Because i love me,
and thats who i am
so why should i care if i am boyish
i love it this way (:

You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical.

Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.

In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.

While you're cool, you're not ice cold.

You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

cool i follow my head! & not my heart
thank goodness.

You are Ready to Date Again

If you're not out there already, you should be.

Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship.

Any guy you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage.

Congratulations, you've gotten completely over him.

Now, on to a better guy :-)

It's time for you to start dating!

Post your photo and profile on a bunch of personals sites.

Before long, you won't have any more lonely Saturday nights.

Are You Ready for a New Boyfriend?

you're right (:

You are Ready to Date Again

Are You Ready for a New Boyfriend?

wow?
so hard to get me jealous?
lols.
can't be bother-ed with stupid thing like.
jealousy

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

New Years, at the crack of midnight, under a windstorm of confetti.

What's Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

like as if i want to get married..
lame

You Are 28% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal.

You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

How Shy Are You?

stupid the question ask isn't the thing
that i am shy in
of course 28% nia

You Are Totally Normal in Love

When it comes to love, your experience is pretty standard.

You love like most humans love. You hurt like most humans hurt.

You understand relationships and romance well.

Why You Are Normal in Love

You are normal because you believe more than one soulmate is possible.

You are normal because you think it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved.

Are You Normal in Love?

yeah yeah im normal ..
lols.

Your Life is 85% Perfect

You truly have the perfect life. And you probably feel like the luckiest person in the world.

You have a great career, family, and personal life. You have it going on!

How Perfect is Your Life?

i believe this
cos i always think my life's PERFECT!

You Are a Brownie Cheesecake

A little chunky and a little gooey, you pretty much run on sugar!

You take hedonism to the extreme.. And people love you for it.

What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

mmmmmm..
brownie cheesecake,
anyone gona buy that for me?
it's supreme alright?
mmmm..
still thinking about it..

Your Linguistic Profile:

55% General American English

25% Yankee

10% Upper Midwestern

5% Dixie

0% Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

i am at it to make it 100% american.
wish i could do it (:

What Feliz Means

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.

You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.

Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

yeah i see thing mostly,
differently from others,
thats why no one understands me!
but at least it's me
and so i love it.

You Are a Candy Heart

You're definitely a pro when it comes to romance - and you have great dating etiquette.

Plus you probably smell and taste pretty darn good.

Are You a Candy Heart or a Candy Fart?

like lols?
cool if i am good in it,
why not?
yeah?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.

You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.

For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.

A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

BOOKS!
I LOVE YOU!

Your Birthdate: February 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.

You're good at so much - you never know what to do.

Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.

You are destined for a life of travel and fun.

Your strength: Your likeability

Your weakness: You never feel satisfied

Your power color: Bright yellow

Your power symbol: Asterisk

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are An Attention Seeker

You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then.

You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing.

And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement.

You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine.

You come across as: Friendly and interesting

People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are!

Are You An Attention Whore?

You Are 50% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.

Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

You Are 32% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.

But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

you're right,
when i give i give,
but when i insist on something,
i won't give it.
i will just go my way
just to work it out
so i get what i want in mind.
nobody ca stop me from doing that,

You Were A Little Devil This Year

You Were 85% Naughty, 15% Nice

Not only are you on Santa's naughty list...

You kind of scare him - and all the reindeer.

So you won't have a full stocking. You couldn't care less!

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

if i where naughty this year
does not mean i am forever,
(:
but the fact,
i care less

You Are 86% Independent

You do things your own way, and most people respect you for it...

Not that you'd care what anyone thinks of you!

Are You an Independent Woman?

thats me,
i do think my way,
not as if i care if you care,
i love it this way,
and i stivk to it this way,

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,111,417

At What Price Would You Sell Out?

yeah!
for some money,
if i hate someone
i will
cos i am sort ta evil.

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.

You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.

You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.

This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

girlfriend still ok,
wife?
lols
i am 13!?
Wife?
sounds fun
yeah

Hehe!!!!

2008-06-10T10:14:00.000-07:00

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I Love You My Heart For You!

2008-06-09T08:49:00.000-07:00

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2008-06-08T07:04:00.000-07:00

You Make Me Wanna - Blue

You know you make me wanna.

You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me

To come to think of it, it was only last week.

That I had a dream about us, oh.

That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.

To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,

Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?

I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.

Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.

Baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.

You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.

You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.

You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.

You're the first and last thing on my mind.

You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.

You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.

They'll just get stronger if I see you again.

Baby I'm tired of being friends.

I wanna know if you feel the same

And could you tell me do you feel my pain?

Don't leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?

I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.

Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.

And baby that's why:

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.

You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.

You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.

You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.

You're the first and last thing on my mind.

You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.

You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I'll take you home real quick

And sit you down on the couch

Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.

Baby we can make sweet love.

Then we'll take it nice and slow.

I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before

We're gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.

You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.

You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.

You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.

You're the first and last thing on my mind.

You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.

You make me wanna surrender my soul.

2008-06-03T23:54:00.001-07:00

oh boy oh boy
why is this happening to me?
2 years memories is flying back to me.
i have wanted to forget it
half of it was gone in the first place,
but now i believe it's not gonna leave me so
I believe you have forgotten the time we spend
the time we had
the kisses we shared
the time you hold me tight.
but now i hope it was back to you.
because it's all back to me
and breaking my heart.
why do i even bother.
you won't cos i believe we're both in the same situation.
god bless us
to forget the trouble!
i believe you think the same as me
2 years ago,
now is some history we had created (:
and im gonna remember it but not gonna mention it.
i promise it,
i love you forever!
and it's never leaving me.
hearts,
lets forget.
baby,
promises are you & me(:

E's Baby!
I LOVE YOU!
FOREVER!

the past is forgotten once and for all.
friends are who We Are (:

-old one i wrote-

Boy you rock my LIFE,
i LOVE you to the
bottom of the sea,
highest of the sky,
i could not manage to know how much that is,
but i know its really DEEP.

From the bottom of my HEART,
i know,
I LOVE YOU

boy,your my LIFE,
without YOU there is no ME,
we may have fought over,
but our HEART stays as ONE,
rather then TWO.

You must know,
my heart will follow YOURS,
and its unbreakable,

I will hold YOUR hands,
walk through the other half of our life's together,
no matter bitter or sweet,
i will be there for YOU.

-New One }<3-

boy, 2Years Past.
and it's not like you ever needed me.
forget it.
why am i doing all this
just to save the relationship
forget it.
you'll never understand
like you ever understand me
forget it.
you'll never be able to go through it
like you ever did.
forget it.
you'll never be with me
like you use to be.
forget it.
you'll never be holding me tight like i use to love
like you'll never will anymore.
forget it.
you'll be saying its the past
like you use too now.
forget it.
because i believe your next sentence will be i loved you.
and i love you so.
but you know we can never2 be together.

The thing is i believe we're destined to be forever friends (:

2008-06-03T23:53:00.001-07:00

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ME!

2008-06-03T23:39:00.000-07:00

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2008-06-03T10:41:00.001-07:00

BARNEY IS A DINOSAUR
WITH NO IMAGINATION
ONCE HE ATE TO MUCH
WANTON MEE
&
DIED OF CONSTIPATION!

lols.
Bro Friend told me..
like NICE!
lols.
funny yeah,,
lols!

Done By : feliz~
created by Bro's Friend (:
`

2008-06-03T02:28:00.001-07:00

01 - Little Superhero Girl - Corrinne May

Not Much Today! (:
Yeah It's June Holiday~
Lols!
Eugene Came My House Yesterday & Today,
Bro Call Him To Come..
lols
Then They Audi
So Not Fun,
Because They Hold On the Com,
I Can't Play Till They Play Dao Shuang!
Lols
Then Went For Lunch.
Three Person,
Lols
Eat Same Stall Food
But Different Kind Of Food
Eat Finish ,
I Call Green Tea (:
Eugene Called Green Tea (:
Monn Called Ice Milo (:

Then Done Liaos
Jiu Went Home.
Eugene Play Play Till 2.30 (:
Then Went Home,
Not Like Yesterday Till 4.00
Lols.
Then I Guai Guai Do Holidays Homework (:
Bro Play Com..
Then Now I Here Posting,
Bro Studying (:
Hais,
Why Did I Damage The Other Com?
If Not I Won't Have To Wait Till My Turn.
Lols,
Arghh
Wish My Computer got repaired
Or Else Buy New Derhs (:

not much to post today~
so decided to find a song..
to take up my time (: hehe

Done By : ahfel`
Sweetest Misery
th silent street`

got back my report book (:

2008-05-30T08:35:00.001-07:00

Not Much Today,

Got Birthday party Celebration.

Hehe

fun LORHs

Got To School Early

Before Hand

Went To CWP

With Yan Ling,

She Wants To Top Up Her Pre Paid..

Then Went To School Early..

Reached School..

Then First Jiu Saw Hafeeza♥

LOls

Then Walk In Together Lorhs..

Then Later Went To Find Mr Foo (:

Got My Report Book..

NOT GOOD RESULTS AFTERALL ):

ENGLISH: 61.4 B4
CHINESE: 58.9 C5
MATHEMATICS: 61.9 B4
SCIENCE: 58.0 C5
GEOGRAPHY: 50.0 C6
HISTORY: 52.0 C6
LITERATURE: 55.4 C5
DESIGN & TECHNOLOGY: 70.0 A2
HOME ECONOMICS: -
VISUAL ART: 57.6 C5
CIVICS AND MORAL EDUCATION: B

TOTAL: 525.5/900
PERCENTAGE 58.4 ):
CLASS POSITION: 20/36

LEVEL POSITION: 28/67

Then Continued With Homework..
No Choice Cos Still Early & have time..
So Don't Waste Time..
Hafeeza, Khodi, Me waiting
YanLing arhs~ Don't Know Run Go Where!
Lols!
Then Right, 1.15pm.
At Porch Meet All Those Who Went For The Party
Then Mr Foo Gave Us All $5 Voucher
Lols
For BirthDay Present (:
lols
then later finish
help pack up!
then was like
Mr Foo Gave back The REport Book.
then he said zhong zheng
then no one wants to help help him take.
then i say i want take.
then was like..
with mah jun chuan de
but then Mr Foo said: aw, Feliz You Like ZHONG ZHENG!?!?
then i was like UH!
NO LAHS
lols.
then later going back throw rubbish..
that time
Mr Foo call.
FELIZ!
then i say yes?
he say THANK YOU for throwing the rubbish..
then don't have so bad taste to like zhong zheng!
then i was like uh!
I don't like zhong zheng how many time must i repeat myself
i just want to see their grades!
lols
...

got back my report book (:

2008-05-30T08:35:00.000-07:00

2008-05-29T01:45:00.000-07:00

I LOVE SYFC.
Singapore Youth Flying Club :]

26 May 2008.
wake up early sia..
meet at Causeway point, Bk
7.30am meet ..
then seat 186 there
senior brought us there.
then later seat don't know what 'M' bus..
reach the base then got down..
went in..
wahhhh
super noisy sia.
then found a place..
haha
seat with jindee and zi qing..
the lesson was so-so..
because ermmm did not have enough sleep..
haaah
the lesson was from..
8.30 to 4.00++
8 hours...
haha
watch the movie they let us watch was about 1hour ++
but then lehs,
fir 1 whole hour i was sleeping,
because lacking of sleep..
haaaaah
then was then 4.00++
left the place,
went for a bite.
then went home
was not much afterall,
but then got to know a few instructors
got Mr Yap DUH.
haha
Mr beaver, did i spell it wrongly?
lols.
he didn't even introduce himself seh..
lols.
but long enough i get to know more about it..
then haha reach home.. sleepy have a good SLEEP.

27 May 2008
woke up meet Zi Qing,
at 7.00am..
Jindee was not there..
because,
i don't know till later , I'll tell you
saw marker [Marcus]
he was a little later then the boys that just left fearing they might be late..
then took the bus 168
reach then change to don't know what 'M' bus
reach the SYFC base
whoooo hoooo
that day was fun ok?
i learn about the clouds, sky, morE?
fun ok..
then was lunch break,
forgotten to say do you know there's alot of break time everyday,
how fun yeah
lols
haha
the things we done for the day was interesting.
wasn't like yesterday wanting to fall asleep,
lols
todAy i listen to everything Mr Beaver said.
but then mouth itchy keep eating sweets.
lols.
scared by the time i botak teeth lohs.
LOLS.
then then
got movies watch again this time
two movies,
watch everyone of them diligently.
LOLS
ermm was fun?
they actually gave us one with cartoon animation
OMG
tell you,
there's one,
with this guy playing a kite in the rain
he got electrocuted and showed you that he from peach to chao ta.
lols.
the whole auditorium was laughing
then later..
called JIndee when we're free
asked her why today never come
she said because tired...
zzz
then no tell us we still wait for her sia
LOLS.
but heng no late lor
then still carry on with the lecture.
whoo hooooooo
then lecture ended..
went to CWP.
buy sketch book and note book for SYFC
then later went home..
sian diao
sick lehs..
never prepare for tomorrow's camp seh then fall asleep liaos.
heng put alarm clock 5.30am

28 May 2008
went for camp FUN FUN seh.
prepared in the morning..
then meet Jindee and Zi Qing
brought sleeping bag lehs xDD
brought extra cloths and blah blah blah..
then went to SYFC base same as usual
then we having lecture,
Mr Beaver chat with us about things...
and then later gave us short break
after break he talk with us about the planes in the small booklet he lat us have a look.

I LOVE APACHE LOADS. (:

haha
this is life
then later Mr Yap took over.
he introduce this particular game then actually involves planes.
all SYFC members needs to know how to play it bahs.
haha.
then we actually got to know more about it.. then awhile later..
at 11.30 we had our test xD
ermm quite ok..
lahs..
but then lehs later when Mr Beaver raftly went through..
got a few question wrong lurhs..
about 3-5
haha
need 10 marks above then can pass.
pass liaos don't need go back for same lecture on november.
muahah
..
lols
then was like ermmmm
ok..
zzz
then was...
ok..
a video..
FUN kyes?
join SYFC seh.
LIFE'S ROCK'S with SYFC.
haha
then actually
uh..
went for dinner at yishun ..
haha
did not eat finish because somehow..
too much xD
haiis
then went to but sweets..
Mr Yap back...
then went up the mini van...
back to base...
went to take a shower..
cooling...
then went to lounge at first..
who knows..
say ghost story one by one go out of the room
then by the time like that when half the story,
main point.
Mr Beaver asked seniors to call us to Av room..
hais,
then he say don't know what blah blah
then
mark attendence for Charlie 1 30; HERCULES.
then later awhile more...
he said girls can divide into two groups
one in lounge one in stimulator room..
then
a few Cedar's girls 2 others and Fu Chun girls went to stimulator
the temperature was 16 degree Celsius
can't be change
then inside room play play play
then who knows too cold ask senior change the tem..
but cannot what...
then cedar's girl the one of them asked a guy together with us to help us get hot water..
but then they three comeback say no cup
zzz
then nvm,
we said ok, thanks.
then later run a few times..
went back to room
then later we onself chiong take bottle to get hot water..
then later still not enough
don't dare go
then we seat outside the room..
then two guys come..
i think is senior,
because he talks really maturely..
lols..
then we ask him get to get hot water for us..
he said oh ok..
then was like awww..
they are nice.
help us get water lols.
then we walk a little
there
then arghh
chiong back room
cannot to noisy if not will get yellow-card
thanks guys. for helping with the water..
went into room..
then chat chat, play play
till ok ok late
but then cos i sick..
then sleep earlier then usual
12.30++
haha
then later
next morning wake up

29 May 2008
woke up at 4.45 am..
then got ready..
all like half dead half dead seh
all tired mahs
lols.
then
at 6.35am
have breakfast..
then 6.45+ inside lounge half dead sleeping,
then later 7.15am line up and everything,
get ready and left.,,
took a bus there,
not public the lahs of course...
reach there
got ready
got a little bit of a lecture,
and also a bit of safety precaution talk..
then they line us up in order for Hercules ride..
whoo hoo...
then went down the stairs to proceed the bus,
we took our earstuffed.
then left
open the bag and stuff it into the ear holds when we going to reach..
then later..
saw it
woow
it's like omg so huge so cool..
lols.
i know it's fun.
went up got ready..
got on the runway
then whhhhhooooo we go.
up up and up
haha
then later stabilize,
then the guy who give instrution ask us to go up to the cockpit
lols
so fun lorhs
saw everything thats below super fun.
haha
then later got down back to our seat.
so many ppl want to go up and see but not enough time..
haha
really nice experience
not enough time,
so not everyone got the chance to see..
haha
but count us lucky..
lols
jindee and zi qing feel like they want to vomit.
lols..
then landing,,
landed then went down need run back cos the thing was speeding fast
heat was strong..
lols.
then later reach into the bus then go back to the airbase..
went for little snack then go what tower so we can see the take off land better,
the guy who help us take water but no cup ...
was looking like us..
i was like uh..
what?
i was thinking
ok, fine i know your hot\cute
but don't act as if you don't know
and or i was like stalking you?
lols
NO.
i never.
just see you as a FRIEND.
smiles.
don't get the wrong idea.
then later went to the museum
walk there,,
lols long walk but then super fun
not really warm lahs
then reach liaos
kindda fun
we walk the museum
then later finish the walk..
we all kanna call back to the place cos some kind of freako
throw his litters around the room
and make the place super dirty..
then the teacher angry
scold us.
not happy scold us for what
like the whole syfc owns her..
then later ..
she say if that person don't own up
i will de-promote all of you.
lols
like uh?
de-promote all of us?
you must be kidding
one stupid fucking guys fault the whole YFC is to fault?
lols..
then later dismiss from there..
took bus 90 to HDBHUB
eat at HDBHUB McDonald's
lols
then finish lerhs jiu leave.
went home..
then now blogging in freaking tired..
lols.

Losing was nothing to me before but now losing is something.I am not letting a chance go, I'll work hard for what i want.
i want o be who i want to be
i will achieve what i want.
i will word hard for the dreams i want to realised.
dreams are meant to be realised.
fine, to does who don't care.
cos it's just for those who wants to.
lols

Done By: Ling`feliz

th silent street`

Sweetest Misery

smiles xD

2008-05-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

Long time no post liao
been about a week or more?
lols.
yeah.
just back from Bali.
super fun hehe.
the weather was not that well
but still having fun yeah.

Saturday; arghhh
reach the airport
then went for dinner?
yeah...
family members of 12 ...
lols.
then eat finish dinner.
went in.
so called 'check in'
lols..
then later mum went to buy her perfumes make up and blah blah.
no interest.
lols.
haha.
then later..
the flight was around 6+ i think forgotten.
haha
sorry a little STM here. xD
before then bought a storybook..
around $32.00
haha
almost done with the book.
read 9hours+ in total only page page 260++
haiiis slow..
then reach bali around 11.00+
then reach the resort.
the resort was fantastic ..
bigger than my house lehs.
lols
duh!
zzz
then fell flat on the bed
was super tired then.
NIGHT haha!
\
wake up kindda late. 10+
then eat breakfast
CUPNOODLES.[love]
then later went swimming :\
then went to the beach at 4+
then later...
have a little spinkle of fresh water at 6+
then went up to the room for a cool shower.
lols.
then later went for dinner...
dinner...was at ...
forgotten liaos.
i always forget things lehs..
haiis.
lols
went for hair plaiting.
kindda expensive...
but the hair will last ..
if you keep it clean?
lols then was farn.
later on..
went swimming..
the beach was fun
much more fun?
went JET SKIING HAAAH
FARN FARN FARN
see them catch fish.
want to join in the fun hhaa
then was like uh-huh
bath bath bath..
time files over there .. haisss.
then went for dinner near the resort.
was nice?
i at calamri
but not all cos my little cousin help me with the finishing lols.
then drank my ice tea .
wow.
miss the tea u know.
last year drank it for every lunch and dinner i have.
love it.
now the sip of it feels my heart. haaah
then later ..
argggghhh i hate it.
why issit always so...
walking back to the resort...
there was this stall that sells somesort of 'nice' slippers?
ALL the 'women' was in the shop in my family.
accept for me.
cos to me
i have no interest.
yeah...
so i stayed outside the shop
with the 'guys'
we were listening to the so called 'tour guide' not someone we know...
lols.
this is interesting cos it was about...
snoorkling...
scuba diving..
and the best jet skiing
nice.
then later bought their stuff.
accept for mum
she said the thing was not nice..
lols
can't be bothered cos she knows things better then me yeah?
lols.
a designer says not nice
then i know not nice.
cos i don't know anything about nice?
lols.
whatever..
then went back hotel kinddddda late.
lols.
then sleep xDD
10+ wake up..
do rafting
at 11+
then super fun
the water was superr coooool
haah
then later rest somewhere
for little break..
swan across the river that have rushing water..
dangerous but still nice and fun
anyone going bali should try..
my rafting pro..GUIDE.
climb up a little clift whcih was kinnda highhh
and jump down lehs
so pro.
xDDDD
lols..
haha
then later..
hand pain sia grab the stone..
so super long..
the stone still very slippery.
haaah
cannot take it..
then let go then chiong
swim back to the place where my raft was..
haah
whole family went there except for gandpa..
his weak?
i was the only girl who went over..
haiis
the others just won't try..
but then last year went bali rafting was much better...
there's two water fall
this year no waterfall
sad..
but then dad says next year
probably going..
then do rafting again..
then will have waterfall
NICE.
smiles.
then later 1 1/2 hours..
reach the mountain
haaah
super cold there ..
haaha
then later went down ...
then went for dinner..
haaah
the dinner..
so so..
lols
was there to see the sun set..
but then..
the sun was covered..
too cloudy
rather sad..
after dinner..
looking at the Balinese dance..
prepared for people there who's eating at the restaurant
kinnda nice xD
went back resort later then..
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppp :D
haaah
woke up ..
CUP NOODLE <3 style="font-weight: bold;">

2008-05-16T08:32:00.000-07:00

Friday may 16 may (:

haah today super farn!

went to school early..kindda. lols.

then reach the parade square..

then talk talk talk...

later then sing national anthem

then reading period was like ...

chat chat chat!

haahaa

then went up to class bag was super heavy th lorhs!

lols.

then reach class...

science lessons...

sobs forgotten to bring science homework..

but then luckily teacher never scold xD

hehe

then later...

got back geog paper..

Mrs Chong, (v-p)

return us th geog paper...

haiiis FAILED!

the only paper i failed ...

sadddddd... ):

then went for P.E.

did'nt go lorhs kindda 'sick'

lols.

was all a lie,

i just did'nt bring my P.E. t-shirt thats all!

hahha

then was like...

Mr Raja brought us out to see our classmates run!

haaaha

all run wrong direction!

Eric ran first, DUH!

comment sense..

lols.

last was Yong Ler & Zhao Yuan!

jia yous jia you!!!

heehe (:

after P.E.

was recess..

was'nt hungry...

lols...

so chat with Yun QIng near the stairss...

then bell rang!

chiong upsatirs..

hehehe

then later got ready for geog!

Mr Mark did not come,

so relief teacher...

FUN!

we chat long long!!!!

haha

noisy class 1E1!!!

hahahaha

then second relief teacher was..

Mr Raja...

he brought us out of class,

all to the toilet..

because he himself i think wanted to go to the toilet!

lols.

then later we played bingo outside the library

heeehheeee

bell rang once agian!

haiiis

went back to class

but then carry on playing bingo.

hehe..

then Mdm Amutha..

came into the class..

then they suggested play HANGMAN!

i don't care,

carry on playing BINGO

then 12.30!!

haha bell rang

then chiong go SYFC room..

put bag

then went out to eat cup noodles!

haha

nice nice (:

HEHE

then 1.30 left for jindee place...

she bath ..

then i wait for her at her block downstairs

then later went back to school for SYFC

went for syfc exam ; got 15/20 =.=

god!

lols then went for practical try out.

fly the plane with teachers guide...

haaah

FARN th lorhs!!!

then later...

play play play...

ong hui shin, thanks so much (:

take my rubberband out

harhs..

then i'll take yours

smiles..

don't emo larhs. shin shin!!!!

lols.

then 6.00 went home...

go online...

chat chat chat...

then now here posting...

ohh yeah and also went to change blogskin!

hahahaahahaa

haiis life's a little plAIN AND BORING NOW.

17 may leaving, haha

not going to school either hhaaa

nice..

it sounds like skiping school!

lols,

YAY! vications!

nice!

Done:Feliz`ling
Sweetest Misery♥
th silent street (:

fine.
i don't hate fu chun secondary.
lols..
whatever

Happy of having a life (: Rock on` & Live on` smiles :/

2008-05-15T06:10:00.001-07:00

if you're my friend do this survey:

Let's see if your tough enough to get

through it. If not, you're too scared

about the truth.

1. Would you kiss the last person you

kissed, again?

= maybe; have to see who

2. Have you told anyone you'd marry

them?

= nope and never

3. Have you ever liked someone so much

that it hurts?

= Yes.

4. Have you ever made a b/f g/f cry?

= not suree; probably no

5. Are you happier single or in a

relationship?

= don't know

6. Have you ever told someone you

loved them and didn't mean it?

= sometimes :/

7. Have you ever had your heart broken?

= seriously broken& can't be mend back anyway,

8. Have you ever broken someone else's

heart?

= Guess so.

9. Do you still talk to your ex/es?

= sometimes

10. Last time you kissed someone?

= forgotten ;D

11. If you could go back in time and

change things, would you?

= sure do.

12. Do you think you are a good bf/gf?

= Nope, not at all.

13. Do you believe everyone deserves a

second chance?

= maybe?

14. Have u ever liked anyone else's

bf/gf?

= No.

15. Like anyone right now?

= DUH!

7. Does that person like you back?

= not suree D:

18. What are you going to do tonight?

= rest well and forget what bad things has happened.

19. How do you feel right now?

= idle & tired

21. Have you ever been kissed upside

down?

= lols =X of course NOT!

22. What would you like to say to one

person on your mind?

=wish you life's better in future, hope so.

do this survey : change any one question !

wow wow

2008-05-15T04:42:00.001-07:00

i LOve me & only me,
because i'm afraid of hurting someone else again.
never want to hurt someone.
maybe, its my carelessness
of not knowing what i'm doing.
made the wrong decision once again, i'm sorry.

TOH YAN LING!
lols.
yan ling & ME (:
we are WE?
lols.

life's getting boring
i have been wondering what am i?
i now finally understand one thing,
i have to change,
change for everything
change for the sake of me
change for the sake of everyone
i need to change,
i don't wanna hurt anyone again.
i want to be the me that is always with my friends and family,
who has no trouble in me
not in the sense of..
i have hurt someone badly..
for life..
i have been hurting people so much,
i regret everything,
everything,
i have done.
sadding is no use now.
i need to change,
change
change for everything.

-15 may-
nothing much today..
in class,
chinese..
wow, doing some sort of interview,

i was acting to be a student,
ACTING?
lols.
why do i need to even act,
i'm already a student yeah?!?!
lols.
NAH,
acting as a mature student,
a 17 years old student..
wow much difficult to,
me being so childish..
how to be one mature?
who cares..
act on..
blah blah blah...
brought eveything i need for class..
so my name was not written in the discipline book
muhahaha
then when for maths class..
but then half way lesson...
went for phototaking xD
must be really ugly the lorhs..
haiiiis
don't expect much from the picture..
then back to class..
ready for recess in 10 mins time..
haaah
then later when to the corridor to loiter
during recess
cos we were not kindda hungry..
then science class
WOW
i love the movie..
heeeh
love it love it <3
lols. what the hell am i talking about?
then went back class for english..
then read read,
see whats for homework..
then later bell rang,
then music
arggggh
music should be lots of fun
but then who knows today the lesson was super boring!
aaaaahhhh
the thing we were watching was super boring cos watch it before..
then plus wanted to go toilet =X
lols.
but then don't wanna go alone ..
cos very boring haha
then play with shini lao gong x3
cos nothing to do..
then she kept kicking me
lols.
then i was like
kick me you like zhang kok. [Zhang Hong]
being stupid and childish..
hhhhaiiis
bored..
then later when woodgrove city with jindee and hui shin..
ate cup noodles!
then saw Mr Raja, Mr Chong & 2 more other teahcers..
then Mr Raja chatted with us awhile..
lols.
then left..
we finish our cup noodles then i went home..
they came my house too =X
use com while while..
bro nag nag says i wanna play lah..
lols.
then around 4.00 they went home (:
then he was gaming i was bathing?
lols.
then 5.30pm started using com till NOW.
hahhaa
his sleeping now! haha
super happy.
then now posting..
haha
ONG HUI SHIN now accusing me of eating '*****'
zzz
shin shin: promise you i won't
i won't cut my wrist, smoke os eat pills [i don't either]
lols.
ur just accusing me to.
lols.
then now so boring chat chat pls. xD
lols.
!!!!
today's a boring day~

`A PROMISE IS A PROMISE.
`I WON'T BREAK IT.
`I DON'T LOOK DOWN ON PEOPLE.
`I WON'T BOTHER TOO.
`I SEE PEOPLE IN THE SAME WAYS.
`NO MATTER WHO HE OR SHE IS.

Happy Birthday Sui Ter Kor!(:

it was my fault & IM SORRY!

2008-05-13T01:46:00.000-07:00

SORRY.
i don't know what prompted me to do so..
but i know it's all my fault,
and hui shin was right..
i was a.....
i don't know whats wrong with me.
I'd been doing this for years,
now I'm sick and tired of it ..
i can't pull myself back up.
now th only thing i will want to do..
finish my studies,
then save my money,
going around the world,
thats my dream.
so what who cares?
only i do.
i am really sorry,
sorry and i mean it,

-start-
got test paper back...

english:?
maths:55/100
chinese:64/100
science:61/100
art:55/100
geography:?
history:54/100
d&T:39.5/60
literature:41/70
[not comfirm score]
sad ):

what can i say?
i have been a failure,
try to work harder now and then.
wish i excel in my other exams now..
for the other exams i haven'nt done yet,
i wish i could do better (:

today, nothing much...
go school as usual
DUH.
meet yan ling,
then go in school
haaah
bo mood go in th lorhs..
lols, still
against my will,
i went in..
got exams results..
that stupid eric tan
keep on sing that 'song'
that i hate so much
from morning till the evening when i last saw him around 4.00+?
he going back school for basketball training
lols.
wannna lock him house with my chain so he will never be able to escape his house,
who ask him wanna do that irritating song...
HAHA.
life's rather boring~
end here then,
i'm sorry*

fELIZ chAn,done.

Happy Birthday Shermen(:

2008-05-09T09:56:00.000-07:00

LOVE LOVE
super fun the kayes?
lols.
am i asking you a question?
how would you know?
zzz
kinda stupid i think...
i think i am afterall I AM.
haaah.
today..
woke up at 11+
hehe tired
after having a nice chat with wen jie in the morning,
till 2+ am :]
12.30 got ready to meet tracey my belove ah ma.
and yan ling my girlfriend><
heeeh
went there bought ...
my earing...
5.90 OMG...so ex
but then extend till 6mm
heeh
so nice ><
then tracey ex..
smsed
then i scolded him..
blah blah blah
somemore asked :
who you, where you
i say: i here boyfriend, causeway
he say orhs... then chat with behind ppl..
then later asked same question..
who you, where you?
then i shouted back
HER BOYFRIEND, CAUSEWAY POINT
then later he say..
don't need to shout the right?
i say : i thought you were DEAF
lols, sorry for being rude,
was really dam angry the LORHS.
hate it.
then say want find us..
in the end dou mei lai
scarycat the not fun
hehe
lols
then went to action city, hand kana shot twice
haiiis
so stupid.
then bought the thing we want..
went down to B1
amos?
or whatever i forgotten liaos
then slack...
hehhhh
till about 3.35pm
when to action city to collect stuff.
hehe
then went up 5th floor to slack..
was bored at that time..
thinking about someone..misses.
lols
then till 4.30pm
when in to the tution centre..
for tution rather boring..
haiiiis
then about 6.25..
yan ling sms : 'da sao, kor coming now'
then later sms me say :'eh, kor suddenly say cannot come.'
then 6.30
finally out ><
hehe
then saw yan ling
walk out tution centre she say: 'KOR'
i look that direction then saw wen jie xD
lols i thought he never come ?
lols.
then
late took out 'magic candy'
then yan ling ask wen jie open it lol..
then 'shocked'
hehe
sorry arh wen jie XD
it was JFF.[just for fun]
then later walk down, from cwp
walk walk walk yan ling and wen jie playing upper...
play so much lors..
haha
then later reach yan ling estate..
then wen jie and me walk off lorhs.
wen jie walk me back xD
hehe
thank you, WEN JIE.
i love you forever ~
later then online msn and then ...
blogging now..
always looking forward leaving the country..
but now suddenly...
i can't bear to leave afraid..
i might miss you too much..
cos i really love you.
how am i supposed to do?
i'll just picture you in my mind and remember you.
love.
even though i know i'll miss you loads.
just close my eyes and lt time fly..
but wish..
i would not need to leave you that week,
IMY,ILY & it's forever!

080508~5.14pm is love <3

x3

2008-05-09T01:43:00.000-07:00

(: i love you.
today wake up as usual..
5.45..
then bath, eat breakfast then get ready for school
smiles.
walk to woodgrove wait for wen jie,
cos i reach to early ><
did'nt know so early the lorhs..
then walk walk walk...
saw kor.
then laTER don't know what he doing..
then later pass me my 'hamster'
lmao.
then walk walk walk..
wen jie say thats yan ling?
then later i look at it
was yan ling...
then she turn back saw her><
i look away fast fast.
her father then zoom off (:
hehe
reach school say 'bye bye'
then i saw yan ling.
she look at me with those smile ><
so scary.
then keep saying 'wen jie oh wen jie oh'
lols.
then i say...
lols.
then walk up to class
yan ling say everything thats she saw...
then say wen jie look at her lols. ><
then ...
later wahhh thats teacher say..
what pls proceed to the carpark for flag raising..
arghhh
i in class lehs.
lols.
then reach carpark..
sing the songs
then blah blah blah
get ready for D&T
then test test test.
lols.
after test ...
they keep saying about.........
lols.
then after school
walk with jindee, hui shin, yan ling..
go buy bubble tea.
hehe
then when home.
hahaha
play highstreet...
zzz
then 11.30
went back to school..
wait for wen jie xD
then we went causeway...
went power9 wait for yan ling friends.
to pass them 'hamster'
lols.
but then lehs...
nvm...
lols.
went to popular with wen jie..
bought mother's day present for my mum (:
bought liaos then later walk back to power9 find them..
who know's they not there.
call them..
they play hind and seek tell me here and there.
lols.
then found them,
then together walk walk walk....
lols...
then decided go yan ling house there play basketball..(:
i don't know how play th mahs!
lols.
thennnnnnn...
saw a woodgrove primsry guy..
called: kenneth lim.
hehe..
saw wen jie & yan ling friend shermen
lmao!
they play basketball basketball...
lols.
then later while while..
mummy called
ask where you?
i say at basketball court.
she say ok..
then she say must faster go home later going out
plus, where's remonn?
i say maybe not back..
then she say ok,
go back quickly..
if not later reamonn go haome then can't go in xD
lols.
then walk back lorhs.
jindee, shin, yanling, me& wen jie walk lorhs.
later than yanling, hui shin, me& wen jie walk together to the same direction.
jindee walk the other one..
sad did not believe jindee walk short cut lols.
whatever,
then walk walk walk..
wen jie and me only lorhs the rest go home by bus ..
wen jie sent me home xD
thanks! i love you MR KONG WEN JIE.

080508-5.14pm ~ i love you. x3

2008-05-08T01:28:00.000-07:00

hugs, i love you
whatever it is, i love you
and it's true.
was there nothing much for me to say?

lols.
today~
art is like OMG
i have'nt do finish yet lehs.
how?
haiis wish got pass lorhs
haha
god bless me.
thank you

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4 days.

2008-05-07T05:06:00.000-07:00

whats up?
lols.
today kindda sian
haiiis
i was like arhhhh
science and maths was like omg difficult?
lols.
tried my best best to do it liaos.
juat hope.
i wanna pass
if i can't im dead.
dead meat
work hardd hardd
best luck fot tomorow art lorhs
i did not do preparation u know?
gosh half dead already
now chiong my art
wish i do my best then :]
smiles
-rather sad
i'm quarlling with some kind of ppl
thats insant.
god.
bless him.
hais
call me sessy?
lols.
don't know me still call me that,
haiss
wonder how many ppl he offended in his life.
hais
how i wonder?
ermmm
lifes rather can i say boring
i love you.
i miss you
i want you
i need you
pls oh pls.
god i really love him, why won't he just love me?
rather sadding.
off offf offf

sorry if i betrayed anyone.
pls accept my apology
i'm sorry.

and im sad for me being this way.
sad sorry.
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I LOVE YOU AND IT'S TRUE
DON'T DOUBT IT.
AND IT'S UNBREAKABLE.
<3

2nd day.

2008-05-06T00:25:00.000-07:00

lalalalalalala, what a day day.
exams: literature, geography and IP.
so headache.
after school,
went to woodgrove eat lunch
who knows after lunch..
went to buy BUBBLE TEA
talking to tracey..
then she don't know my voice...
say who u
who u
then i say i feliz lahs..
then a vulgar word come out
cos never expected
GERALD NG
at first saw him his face no red
i think he saw me, then face immediately red liaos.
omg he look and smiled plus little blushing,
i miss him
i want to forget but.
GOD, i miss him hais
he walk to woodgrove[where he live]
he walk to the road there then look back..
i omg..
then i quickly ask my face got red?
YL say red.
then i was like OMG
oh my oh my
i have tried to forget you for the past 6 months
and actually i thought ..
i would be able to forget.
but for real,
i could not.
i just can't
i really really cannot take it anymore.
YOU MADE MY LIFE IN A MESS.
maybe loving you was easier.
maybe easier said then done.DDDDDDDDD:
i can't take another step
because im now..
im now..
im now..
im useless thats all i know about me
what am i?
NOTHING>
nothing in the sense of..
haiiiis played and played never want to know your existence.

plus i have bad mood and and TOH YAN LING, JINDEE CHENG, ONG HUI SHIN
sabo me hor.
not farny kyaes?
i really bo mood .

all the best for your exams everyone <3

3 may 2008

2008-05-03T07:51:00.000-07:00

You seem to have a certain smile, that i can't forget.
Could you be there for me when i needed you
I have been dreaming about you for nights
I really cannot imagine
How am i going to live without you.
Seeing you all day by my side was my biggest dream.
I just love you too much i think.
Too much..too much
I have been thinking of you nights
I am not fall asleep
All i want is YOU.
Picturing you in my head every minutes
Thinking of you.
which way should i walk to show that im moving the right way to find you
Don't wish to lose you.
Making a right choice so i won't be able to make a mistake and lose you.

我爱你一天比一天多.
When i say i do i mean it.
I love you and it's unbreakable.
It's a promise.
But it's not forever,
Because i am going to make it happen.
I love you forever and i meant it.
Sweetest Misery.

宝贝不要离开我.
Because i truly love you (:
Really love you.
If you leave i don't know if i am able to survive that.
But the truth i know i won't

不管你做什么，
有多坏有多恨
我还是会爱着你。
抽烟好，打架好，
我会在你身旁守护着你。

REPLIES.

Huishin:ok tagged
HSCrystal:thanks.
Yanling:cooled down.
Tiffany:suree meet up soon.
Deb:hellos. missed.
Yanling:96, not 98.
Ziying:missed too.

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2 may 2008

2008-05-02T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hellos , is today a nice day?

NO. is the big big ANSWER.

school started today,

exams were tested are

history and maths paper 1.

difficult papers.

I did my best, wish that theres a good outcome on the results

after the exams

went out of school.

actually said want to go out.

but then jindee, hui shin, eric and jun chuan?

went to the what national blah blah thing.

probably was a lie, they went to eric house thE ZOOLOGICAL PARK.

haha.

so then yan ling decided to leave for home...

walking back that time yan ling said go buy bubble tea and waffle

so bought eat drink on the way...

reached gate yan ling went up with me ...

we played computer games[maple]

QI CONG SO GOOD.

spare mesos for my cass.

hehe.

QI CONG you're the BEST

hhaa.

thanks anyways.

then chat chat on msn...

lols.

then around 4pm hui shin called

then say they at rosewood outside

went down at around 4.15 with yan ling, ps

then they went in to rosewood to play...

then who knows?

play in the swimming pool,

security come.

we left for second floor swimming pool!

we play play...

then hui shin fall into the pool

school uniform wet!

so all decided go into the water..

haha

it's super fun kayes?

then push here push there...

until 5++

saw someone at the 11th floor looking down?

they all scared like siao.

thought was ERIC.

lmao, i think was his dad?

whatever...

around 6.15

we left swimming pool to change..

around 6.45 then left

@ 7.19 jindee mum called

CB. scold me

never die before.

don't test my patience

called me so man time already i haven't scream at you

don't make me do that

HOW DARE YOU SCOLD ME FOR BEING WITH YOUR DAUGHTER .

FUCK YOU.

DON'T THINK I DON'T DARE

SO WHAT IF YOUR A PARENT?

I'M NOT SCARED

WHEN IM NOT IN THE WRONG

DON'T PUT ME INTO ONE.

YOU WANT TO COMPLAIN TO TEACHER BY ALL MEANS.

SEE WHO WINS?

DON'T GIVE THE FUCK OUT OF YOURSELF.

IF YOU THINK YOU WILL WIN THEN COME.

DON'T SCOLD ME BECAUSE I HAVE ONE FACT FOR YOU FUCKER.

IF YOU CAN'T TEACH YOUR DAUGHTER PROPERLY DON'T TEACH ME TO BE .

DON'T MAKE YOURSELF THINK BEING A PARENT IS SO GREAT.

BECAUSE TO ME YOUR A LOSER

AFTERALL.

I HATE PARENT WHO DO THIS,

TEACH YOUR DAUGHTER

AND DON'T TELL ME NOT TO BE WITH HER.

I NEED TO TELL YOU ONE THING.

YOU YOURSELF DON'T HAVE ONE PROPER ATTITUDE

HOW WILL YOUR DAUGHTER HAVE?

SCOLDING ME WITHOUT LETTING ME SAY A THING

AND YOU CUMP MY PHONE.

ONE MORE TIME IF THIS GONNA HAPPEN

I'LL MAKE YOU SORRY,

I DON'T CARE IF YOUR A PARENT

I STILL SHOUT THIS OUT IN YOUR EARS

TEACH YOUR DAUGHTER BEFORE YOU TELL ME TOO

AND NOT HAPPY?

COME SCHOOL FIND ME DON'T TELL ME ON PHONE

I'M NOT SCARED WHEN IM NOT WRONG

AND I'M NOT EVEN A LITTLE SCARED OF A KIND OF MOTHER THAT

DOES NOT KNOW THE DIFFRENCE BETWEEN GOOD AND BAD.

BUT ANYWAY, MAY GOD BLESS YOU FOR YOUR FUTURE LIFE.

AND DON'T DISTURB ME FROM NOW ON!

done, by feliz`ling.

(: smiles always.

i take all anger down my stomach, but don't go overboard.

i want you-i need you-i miss you-i love you

30 APRIL 2008

2008-04-30T06:21:00.000-07:00

TODAY NOTHING MUCH.

GOT BACK OUR MATHS WEEKLY TEST MARKS.

34/40 MARKS

HAIISSS SO LOW LEHS , SOMEMORE IT'S SO PS`

LOLS.

WHATEVER

STAYED BACK FOR MATHS & GEOG GRAPHING

THEN STAYED EXTRA TIME FOR FOLDING HEARTS FOR MS YEN!

OMG, MISS YEN IS GONNA LEAVE NEXT WEEK.

I WILL MISS HER.

HUGS.

MISS YEN, THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE KNOWLEDGE YOU HAVE GAVE ME !

I HERE THANK YOU .

AND ALSO TO TELL YOU ,

I WILL MISS YOU

BECAUSE TOO

I LOVE YOU AS MY TEACHER.

THANKS , MATHS WAN SUI!

MAUHAHA .

MISS YEAN I KNOW I WILL MISS YOU,

I WISH AFTER THE THING YOU GOT TO GO THROUGH,

YOU'LL COME BACK TO FUCHUN

PLEASE & THANK YOU.

NO MATTER WHAT YES OR NO ,

MAY GOD BLESS YOU <3

LIFE'S NOTHING MUCH WITHOUT A FRIEND.

HUI SHIN , JINDEE , YAN LING , ZI QING & ME ..

CAN WE BE THE BEST OF FRIENDS AGAIN.

I REALLY WAN TO BE UNITED AS ONE ONCE AGAIN,

CAN WE NOT NOT GET AFFECTED BY HIS ARRIVAL?

I WANT A FRIENDS FOREVER SITUATION.

-POEMS MADE BY ME-

CLASS OF 2008 SO FRIENDLY, BOLD & SWEET

LISTEN TO US, WE SHALL SPEAK BOLDLY

TO BE STRONG, TO BE TOUGH

ONE THING WE SAY, NEVER GIVE UP

IF WE FACE FAILURES

WE JUST JUMP BACK ON OUR FEET

WE PASS DAY BY DAY

NOT KNOWING WHAT LIES AHEAD

TO LISTEN TO WHAT SOMEONE HAD ONCE SAID

SO WE SAY, DON'T GIVE UP OR BEND YOUR KNEES

JUST SHOOT UP FOR YOUR KNEES

& GLORY WILL FINALLY APPEAR.

-END & STARTS WITH A NEW TOPIC-

GET ON WITH LIFE, YOU SHOULD KNOW LIFE'S PROMISING.

WHEN YOU MADE A PROMISE I'LL REMEMBER IT

BECAUSE IT'S WHATS TO ME THE MOST IMPORTANT.

FRIENDS ARE WHO I CAN TRUST..

FRIENDS ARE WHO I WANT

FRIENDS ARE WHO I NEED

FRIENDS ARE WHO I CAN COUNT ON!

I WANT YOU-I NEED YOU-I MISS YOU- I LOVE YOU

29 april 2008

2008-04-29T05:01:00.000-07:00

Happy with the life you have.
i'll never want to go on a wrong path ever again.
because someone should know,
it does hurt will you chose a wrong path.
whatever.
today , TOH YAN LING
7.20 am then reach the bus-stop ,
lucky not late.
whooooooo
lols.
today got science practical exam .
who know's it was so hard?
i lit up the fire and biang eh..
the fire almost kana my face ...
heng arhs.
lols.
then later left for CWP :D
muahaha ... went to the library ,
much of FUN.
DUH ..super happy
reach home prepare for maths and history exams on friday..
scared scared..
:]
hehe..
i must DO MY BEST
TO BE THE BEST
lols.
just do my best bahs ..
i want the best result..
no matter what.
hahahahaahaha ,
BEST OF LUCK TO WHOLE FCSS,
GOOD LUCK FOR THE UPCOMING EXAMS !
END OF POST FOR TODAY ! hehe!

FINALLY~ I GOT MYSELF BACK UPRIGHT.<3>